So it is Sunday and I am doing all I can not to cure my blues with five loaves of bread, chocolate and any other sugar/carb laden food I can get my hands on.
Blue cause I am PMS striken, blue cause I haven't done ANY exercise in what feels like forever (what half marathon training...?), and blue because in a few hours it is night time, followed by bed followed by waking up to the dreaded Mondayitis. Mine is terminal.
Even so, I have gathered all my untouched, slightly dead and over ripe veges from the fridge and made myself a good pot of healthy soup, chopped all the carrots and celery in anticipation for once again, restarting on the road of 'rediscovery and balance'.
God maybe I am kidding my self my hear goes - oh and I better finish off my last Caramello Koala before I pack my pilates gear for a unlikely afterwork session...
Sunday, February 28, 2010
Saturday, February 27, 2010
On the road to recovery
I have been absent from my blogg, my writing and my mission to leading a year of my life in total health, balance and aiming higher for things I previously havent felt worthy for wanting..
Yes for the last few weeks I have truely lost that path and instead go lead to a fortnight of uncontrolable stress, sugar/carb/coffee binges, no exersize due to a foot injury, tears from loosing a loved one AND not attending my Can Too training.
I relize this, and I feel all the more WORSE for this, not to mention all of this is bringing on a mighty fine dose of PMS to top it all off (not so nicely).
But I am on the road to recoverey (again). I have cleaned the house which was starting to reflect how I felt, hopefully work will ease up or I can off load so of it so I don't chuck it all in and I am resting my foot so fingers crossed I can get into training again.
Training you ask? Yes, I did something crazy a few weeks ago (pre melt down) and joined up to a fab program called Can Too which trains to you run while you fundraise money to go towards Cancer Council Australia (let me know if anyone is out there reading this and wants to sponsor me!!)
So not only have I signed up but it is to do a HALF MARATHON! Yes I have offically gone crazy - I mean considering I have never run further than 7k it is a bit of a jump to a huge 21k.. but I am now a little worried as I have missed out on training as my foot is injuryed due to a kayaking in the waves adventure... (yes it was scarey).
So please say a silent pray for me that all will return to happiness and normality come Monday!
Yes for the last few weeks I have truely lost that path and instead go lead to a fortnight of uncontrolable stress, sugar/carb/coffee binges, no exersize due to a foot injury, tears from loosing a loved one AND not attending my Can Too training.
I relize this, and I feel all the more WORSE for this, not to mention all of this is bringing on a mighty fine dose of PMS to top it all off (not so nicely).
But I am on the road to recoverey (again). I have cleaned the house which was starting to reflect how I felt, hopefully work will ease up or I can off load so of it so I don't chuck it all in and I am resting my foot so fingers crossed I can get into training again.
Training you ask? Yes, I did something crazy a few weeks ago (pre melt down) and joined up to a fab program called Can Too which trains to you run while you fundraise money to go towards Cancer Council Australia (let me know if anyone is out there reading this and wants to sponsor me!!)
So not only have I signed up but it is to do a HALF MARATHON! Yes I have offically gone crazy - I mean considering I have never run further than 7k it is a bit of a jump to a huge 21k.. but I am now a little worried as I have missed out on training as my foot is injuryed due to a kayaking in the waves adventure... (yes it was scarey).
So please say a silent pray for me that all will return to happiness and normality come Monday!
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